Valentine's Day.  Meh.

This is my first Valentine's Day without a boyfriend in years.  Technically Shawn and I were still together last year, but he wasn't talking to me at that point.

I used to like this day.  We never made a huge deal out of it, but we usually got each other cards or little presents.  Mostly I just liked knowing that I wasn't alone.

So today I tried my best to not think about it.  I did, of course because I can't stop my mind from going there.

I did go out with Heather and Katie tonight for dinner.  They're two of my very few still single friends.  We had fun, we ate good food and laughed and didn't think about the fact that we would leave there and have no one to come home to.  Just kidding, of course I thought about that.  But I did have fun and it did get my mind off things for a little while.

The weather has been pretty awful the past couple days and I've been walking to work so I don't have to drive in it or dig my car out.  I should walk to work more often.  I think when the weather gets nice I'm going to try to do it more.

Tomorrow is dad's birthday.  He and mom are going to come up for the night.  We're going to go over to Chris and Lindsey's to hang out for a while, so I'm looking forward to that.

Right now I'm looking forward to going to bed and getting this day over with.