So on Wednesday night I sent Shawn's mom a long message. It was pretty heartfelt. I let her know my side of things and how hurt I feel by everything Shawn has done. I explained the money situation further and told her how much more difficult this has all been because of it. I also told her I would gladly talk to Shawn about all of this since it's our money and he shouldn't be having her deal with everything, especially e-mailing MY landlord.
Her reply was, "your check will be in the mail tomorrow."
Not that I was really expecting her to write anything heartfelt back since she's a robot. But it would have been nice. Even something as simple as, "I understand." Oh well. The check came in the mail today. So I'm basically done with her. I don't have any reason to contact her ever again.
She did write "LAST PAYMENT" really big on the top of the check "LAST RENT PAYMENT" on the memo line. Thanks. I wasn't aware.
So, no more crying. I need to move on. I need to stop dwelling on all of this. Shawn did a terrible thing and hurt me in ways that I may never get over. But I need to put it behind me. I need to find a way to not constantly think about all of this.
I enabled my profile again. So maybe I'll find someone new to talk to and get to know. Doesn't hurt to look.
Mom and dad are both coming up tomorrow and staying the night. They're bringing a twin bed to put in the second bedroom. I used to get sad when I walked into that room since it was Shawn's. But now I'm ready to make it something else. I'm looking forward to it being a nice guest room. Now all I need are guests!
I turn 27 in less than 3 weeks. Let's hope 27 is much better to me than 26 has been.
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