Tuesday

My landlord came and did the inspection of the house today and everything was fine, as I knew it would be.

So now I can say I am officially done.  I have absolutely no reason to ever contact Shawn's mom or Shawn ever again.  It's over.  These toxic people can be out of my life.

I cannot believe how much has changed in a year.  It was almost exactly one year ago that Shawn and I moved into this house.  Now a year a later he is in a different country, won't talk to me, and his mother has treated me like crap, like I'm the one who did something wrong.  A year ago she was helping us move.

I wonder where I will be a year from now.

Blake and I have been texting a bit tonight.  We're going to go mini golfing sometime next week.  He wants to call me, but I'm nervous about it.  I just don't want to come off as a dull loser, I'm not the best conversationalist.

That's all I got.