Hey look, I'm angry!

Shawn's mom took it upon herself to e-mail MY landlord about Shawn's half of the security deposit.

My landlord e-mailed me to tell me about this and said she was going to have to come over and do an inspection then she would mail Shawn his half, but she also wants a new security deposit for the new lease and with Shawn's half out of it I would now have to give her close to $300 to make up the rest.

His mom said once she gets Shawn's money for the security deposit, she will send me July's rent check.

So not only has his mom been shorting me $75 each month, I now have to come up with $300, and I won't be getting a rent check for at least a couple more weeks.

Hey, you know what would be nice?  If Shawn said, "you know what, mom, I've put Kim through enough and you have been sending her less money than what I paid when I lived there, so just let it go."  But no.  Also, his mom still acts confused about why he would pay more money than me and can't get why I would want to keep his half of the security deposit to make up for it.  Does she not ask him about it?  Does he lie to her and tell her he didn't pay more than me?

You know what would also be nice?  If Shawn would deal with this himself.  It's his money.  He should return one of my e-mails and figure this all out with me.

Who even is this person?  Where did Shawn go?  He seriously must have some kind of disorder.  A normal person does not do the things he has done.  A normal person is not this heartless and cold to someone they loved for 4 years.

He must get it from his mother.

Can I just be done, please?  I want these people out of my life.  I want to move on and think about all of this constantly.