Sunday

So the work picnic went alright.  It turns out Spencer didn't bring his girlfriend after all and it was basically just people I work with and only one person brought their boyfriend.  So it was nice to just hang out and eat food for a few hours.

I honestly don't know what to make of Spencer.  Every time they played a game he asked me to play and be his partner.  He's probably just trying to be nice and not make things awkward.  He also went on a hilarious rant about people not returning texts...hilarious to me anyway.  I only rolled my eyes a few times at things he said.

...and again I was hit with a bunch of Shawn memories because the only other times I've been to Thacher Park has been with him and where we had our picnic was where Shawn and I went to eat lunch a few years back.  Thacher Park also has an amazing outlook where you can see all the way to Vermont because it's so high up.  Shawn and I would go there and just sit and talk a few times.  One 4th of July we went there and just sat all day.

I know I keep saying this, but it must be so nice for him to not have to have anything that reminds him of me.  Everywhere I go I am just hit with memories.  That never happens for him.  He has it so easy.  Have I mentioned how unfair this is?

Today is a pretty much just a lazy Sunday.  I decided to clean the fridge.  Some of Shawn's things were still in there.  A lot of it was in the freezer  I know, it's gross.  It's all gone now.  Later Steph and I are probably going to get dinner and then maybe Kristina and I will take a late night walk with the pups.

Here's a picture from yesterday on the way to the park.