One year ago today Shawn and I moved into this house.  A year ago I woke up next to him in our old apartment.  We got up and got moving, together.  Back then I had absolutely no idea where I would be today.  Back then Shawn was my future, he was in my life.  He just was.  I never stopped to think of life without him.  I just assumed we'd go with each other.  That's just how things were and how they were going to stay.

I was happy a year ago on this day.  I was so happy to be moving into this house.

Now here I sit today, alone.

I'm looking forward to Wednesday.  After work I'm having a bunch of people over and we're going to play Apples to Apples and get food from the pub down the street.  I'm pretty excited to have people over.  I even have a guest room now if someone wants to stay over.

That's all I got for tonight.