Come on, Parenthood.  I'm not supposed to cry watching Parenthood!

Spoilers for Parenthood!

I didn't really root for Ryan and Amber because he's such a robot.  But in the last episode he snapped and beat someone up over her.  So now in tonight's episode Amber was all conflicted about what to do about her relationship and in the end she came to the conclusion that she still wanted to make things work, despite everything because she loved him and couldn't picture a future without him.  She told him all this while he just sat there silently.  Then he was all, "I can't do this life, I reenlisted, it's done."  Then she lost it and I could just feel what this fictional character was feeling...to have everything ripped away from you when you tried so hard to make it work and didn't give up.  To have the other person just give up and decide it's over without even letting you have a say.  

Blah.

I hope I'm done wallowing and relating every single thing to my situation soon.

He showed up in my dreams again last night.  I was in the city for some reason and I saw him drive by.  I wondered why he was in the city and I wondered if he would stop to talk to me.  He didn't.

So I decided to stay up here this weekend rather than going home since we're supposed to get a snow storm.  I was on the fence about it, but then Steph messaged me and asked me to come over to her new house tomorrow night, so I'm headed there after work tomorrow night.  Looking forward to it.

Next week is finals week so I'm working open to close every day.  Long hours, but that means more money, which I could definitely use right now.

...and that's all for tonight.