2014 has started off a little stressful.  I had two minor break downs over the weekend.  The first one had to do with me feeling pretty terribly about myself and the second one was yesterday after I went grocery shopping and spent more money than I thought I should have.  I really miss sharing the bills.  I wish I had saved more money back when things were good.  I can't believe I'm actually looking forward to the beginning of the semester and working a ton of hours.  I just need the money so badly.  I feel like with my overtime and my tax refund I'll feel better.

Dave texted me today.  I wasn't really surprised because he has been commenting on stuff on my facebook lately.  I'm not entirely sure how to feel about it.  He's a nice guy, but I just don't know.  I'm sure if we start texting and talking again he's going to ask to hang out again and I won't really know what to say.  I might be in a slightly better place than I was back when he and I went out, but I'm still a mess.

Today was day 10 of the 30 day shred.  I hope I'm going to start seeing some results soon.  

This was short.  I'm getting a headache, so I think it will be bed time soon.