I don't think Dave is going to be anything but a friend.  I just don't feel it.  I thought I might, but I don't.  He's so nice and he's smart and we like a lot of the same things, but I just don't see it going anywhere.  I mean, I should be excited to see him, right?  When he asked if I was hungry after the movie I should have wanted to say yes and spend more time with him, right?

Also, last night I was thinking and even if I did like Dave in that way, I'm still not over Shawn.  I want to be so bad, but I'm just not.  I really can't be with another guy until I figure that out.  Because honestly, all I want right now is just to talk to him.  I still think about him walking through that door.  I want to get over all of this.

I wish I felt differently about Dave and it makes me sad that I don't because I have no idea when I'm going to meet someone else that likes me like he does and understands my situation.

...and can I just say that Her was really unexpectedly depressing?  I could relate to so much of it.  It didn't make me feel any better about things.