I was getting ready for work when my brother texted me asking if I wanted to go to a hockey game tonight at the Times Union Center. He had tickets from work and he and Lindsey were going. So I said I'd go.
On my way to work Dave texted me asking me if I wanted to see Her with him this weekend. He promised it was not a date, he just wanted to see the movie and he didn't think any of his guy friends would want to go with him. I said sure. I've been thinking about him a little bit this week, unsure of how I'm feeling about that whole situation. But seeing a movie with him as a friend kind of takes away the pressure, so it should be alright and give me a chance to see him again and kinda sort through how I really feel about it.
I worked 11:30 to 5:30 today and it went by quickly. After work I came home quick to let Odin out then went over to Chris and Lindsey's.
It is impossible to not think about Shawn while at a hockey game. It was almost exactly a year ago the he took me to an Albany Devil's game in the same place. Just a couple days before he left. That was one of my last real happy memories with him. He loved hockey and everything I know about hockey is from him. We had talked about going to Montreal to go to a Canadiens game at some point, but that never happened. I don't really care too much about it, but I would have liked to have gone with him.
There was a huge brawl at the end of the game tonight. Coaches were fighting and everything, it was crazy. It's times like these where I wish Shawn was still in my life, even as a friend so I could tell him about it. He'd appreciate that story.
Get him out of my head, please.
No work tomorrow! Yay! Steph is coming over around noon and we're going to have lunch and hang out for a while. Then going to the movie with Dave around 4:40.
Now it's time to watch SNL in bed.
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