I am so tired of being miserable.  Yesterday when I was driving back to Albany from my parent's house I was listening to Fall Out Boy and just burst into tears when Miss Missing You came on.  I know I shared the lyrics to that song here a while ago, but that song totally sums up my life at the moment.  Seriously.  "Before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger, the person you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger."  That and the opening line of, "Don't panic, no not yet, I know I'm the one you want to forget."  Sounds cheesy, I know, but sometimes some songs just hit me really hard.

I'm trying online dating again.  Well, I at least activated my profile.  I've gotten a bunch of messages, I haven't responded to anyone yet.

Funny/awkward story.  There is a subway in a gas station basically across the road from my house.  I stop there pretty often because it's so convenient.  There is a guy who works there and he's always there whenever I go in and he always makes my sub.  He's very friendly and since I go in there so much we usually have a little small talk here and there.  But there is just no attraction on my side.  He's a perfectly nice guy, but I just...I don't know.  It sounds so shallow, but attraction is kind of important.

Well, he found my profile and messaged me last night, telling me he thought I was beautiful and said he's wanted to ask me out.  I feel bad, but I don't want to go out with him.  Like not at all.  I haven't replied.  Not sure what to say.

Now I need to find a new subway because it will be way too awkward to go back there.

Two updates in my super exciting life.  I finished Orange is the New Black and have now started reading the book.  I also decided to start watching Breaking Bad.  I'm on the second episode.

Tonight I went out with Kristina and Heather to Moe's and then we got Fro yo.  I labeled it, "Moe-Yo night."  I was pretty proud of that.  They tried to give me dating advice.

It's getting so cold outside.  I just want summer weather back.

That's all I got for tonight.  Here's Odin being cute on Friday.