Today I found myself getting exciting about the fact that I could come home, hang out with Odin, watch Breaking Bad, and sleep in tomorrow morning.  Then I quickly remembered that I would be doing all of that alone and it's actually kind of pathetic to be excited about that, so I just started feeling sad again instead.

I tried to see if people wanted to hang out tonight, but everyone is busy.  I did go out to eat with Heather and Kristina right after work, but now I'm home.  Alone.

I didn't go home this weekend because I have to dog-sit for Chris and Lindsey again tomorrow.  So Odin and I will be spending the night there.

Kristina asked me if I was busy the weekend of the 19th and I got excited for a second thinking she was going to ask me to do something that weekend...and she did.  She asked if I could watch her dog while she and Bart went to a wedding.

I just feel so pathetic.  I get asked to do this stuff because I'm the only one they know without anything going on.

I just really miss having someone.  I miss coming home to someone.  I hate doing everything on my own.

Sarah has an art show next Friday in Brooklyn.  It worked out that I had personal time I needed to use before the year ended and I randomly chose next Friday as my day to use it.  So I asked Nicole (who happens to be my only single friend) if she wanted to go spend the day in the city and then go to Sarah's show.  So that's what we're going to do.  I'm excited about it!  I haven't seen Sarah since she moved down there and I miss her.

Now it's time to go back to my exciting Friday night of watching Breaking Bad and going to bed.