There is a Community marathon on Comedy Central today.  Hey, remember that time Shawn and I planned to watch it together while he was in China and it was on here and I came on Skype to wait for him and he never came online and then said nothing to me until a month later when he broke up with me in an e-mail?

Sometimes I wonder what happened that day.  On that Wednesday night everything was fine and we talked for 3 hours.  I told him I loved him.  He told me he loved me back.  I went to bed, he went to start his day.

What changed for him that day after he talked for me?  Did he meet that girl?

I'll always wonder and probably never know.  All I know is I didn't watch Community live for weeks because I kept DVRing the episodes so Shawn and I could watch them together because I believed he would come back.

I spent the weekend at Chris and Lindsey's watching AJ and Mila, along with Odin.  Mom came up to help and I'm glad she did because AJ is a handful.  He's still a puppy and he is so big and he has so much energy.  It was non-stop play and at night he whined and cried, which led to me not getting much sleep all weekend.

Now it's Sunday and I came back home a little while ago.  For some reason I burst into tears on the drive back here from their house.  Sometimes out of nowhere I just get so sad and can't help it.

Kristina and I are supposed to walk the dogs tonight when she gets out of work.  I hope he doesn't get stuck working late.  I could use a long walk with a friend.

Here are pups on Friday night all together.  They drove me nuts, but I love them anyway.