I think I've been doing okay the last couple days.  I've been trying not to think too hard about Shawn.  Sometimes it's super difficult, sometimes it's not.  The feelings come and go.

I've also tried not to be too bummed out about things with Spencer either.  After our conversation on Monday we didn't talk again that night, but we worked together yesterday and things were fine and not awkward at all.  But he didn't try to contact me after work at all yesterday which felt kinda weird since he had been texting and messaging me on facebook all the time for the last week.  So I got worried that he didn't really want to be my friend anymore outside of work.

But tonight he texted me about the storm we had here and then later he asked me how I was doing and told me I looked really pretty today.  That made me smile.

He has tomorrow off.  Work is going to suck a little bit without him there.

Besides that I hung out with my friend Steph tonight and we always have fun.  Plus she told me she's been reading this blog, so Hi Steph!

So It's May 29th.  Still no rent check from Shawn's mom.  I hate this waiting game.  Only two more months.

Haven't posted a picture in a while.  Here's what the sky looked like tonight.