Boys...

Hey, did you know boys are confusing?

I knew this, but its been so long since I've had to deal with it that I kinda forgot.  And I'm not talking "moving to a different country and cutting me out of his life" kind of confusing.  This is a little more simple than that.  But still confusing.

After I updated on Wednesday I got more texts from Spencer.  I told him to have a good day off and then he told me he would be in court all day for some tickets he had gotten.  Then he said "this isn't fair" and I assumed he was talking about his tickets, so I said I was sorry he had to deal with that since going to court probably isn't fun.  He then replied with, "yeah, but that's not what I'm talking about" then told me once again how nice he thought I looked that day and then told me he wished I could come over and cuddle.

So, he just wants to be friends?

He was totally back to flirting today at work too...and he wants to hang out on Sunday.  I suggested going for a walk.  He suggested going for a walk and then coming back to my house.  I said that should be okay.

I know, I'm walking a thin line here and I'm not entirely sure this is the best thing for me, but I really do like him and we can still be friends and hang out.  Friends go to each other's houses, right?

He's just so cute and he pays attention to me and he knows all about the Shawn stuff so it's easy to talk to him about it.

Also, I wish Shawn would make his VK profile hidden because I can't stop myself from checking it every day.  There hasn't been any updates on it since mid-May, but still.

Oh and still no rent check from his mom.  I'm hoping it will come tomorrow.  I really don't want to have to make a big deal over this, but if she's going to stop sending the money it's going to be a problem.

Sometimes I just stop and think, "what is my life right now?"  Kinda having one of those moments.