Can he read my mind or something?

Spencer texted me and asked if I was mad at him.  I said I wasn't and wanted to know why he thought that.  He then told me he thought I might be mad about the party and that he wanted me to know he wasn't going to get drunk and hook up with anyone.

So, good to know.

He hasn't drunk texted me tonight (yet), but I think that's for the best.  There are other student employees there, I don't want them to see him texting me and have rumors start.

Anyway.

I'm pretty sure I had a Shawn dream last night.  I don't remember it though.  The dreams are far less frequent lately, which is good.  I find they are usually spawned by something that happened that involved him during the day.  Like Odin's dog license renewal paperwork came in the mail yesterday addressed to both Shawn and me.  Just another reminder of how incredibly different my life was one year ago.

It must be so nice for Shawn not to have any reminders of me and our relationship at all.  He won't ever get anything in the mail addressed to us and have it feel like a punch in the stomach.

Still lonely tonight.  It's going to be lonely for the next few days.  I just want to to fast forward to Sunday.