Well, his stuff is gone.  Both Sue and Heather went to make sure everything went okay.  Shawn's mom said they would be there "between 1-2" but actually showed up well before 1:00, but Heather made sure to get there really early and was there when they got there, thankfully.  I don't know if they did that on purpose, but whatever.

I guess his mom still made some remarks about the desk.  She also thought she was going to be able to go into the house and "take pictures."  What she wanted to take pictures of, I don't know.  But they were not allowed in the house.  Everything was on the porch like we told them it would be, she had no reason to be surprised.  So I don't know if she still took pictures of the stuff.  It makes me nervous though.  Like she is going to look for some damage on something and blame me for it.  There isn't damage to anything that I know of and if there is it's something Shawn did.

I have officially unfriended his mom on facebook.  I had all of her stuff hidden, but I would still check it from time to time.

All I need is one more rent check and I'm done.

Except unfortunately I'm still having Shawn dreams.  Last night I had a really vivid one...and I always do the same things in dreams like that, I always ask myself if it's really a dream in the dream.  Then I confirm with myself that it isn't, that it's actually happening.  So anyway, Shawn came home and came back to me and I was in shock about it and we laid in bed together and we talked.  I told him his family has been horrible to me and they just came and got his stuff and said, "why couldn't you have decided all this before they picked up your things?" I took him back.  I was about to tell him about Spencer and Joey, but I think I woke up around that time.

I honestly don't know what I would do if Shawn decided he wanted to be back in my life.  I know how I should feel.  I know I should tell him no and not even think about getting back into anything with a guy who could do this to me.  But he was such a huge part of my life.

But whatever, I doubt I'll ever have to worry about it.

In other news, Spencer messaged me randomly on facebook yesterday.  He didn't say much, he just asked if I was working and acted like it was amazing that I had the week off.  I asked him if he needed something from work (because why else would be message me?) and he said he didn't.  So whatever.  I don't know what that was about.

Joey and I have been talking a lot over the past week.  He is a really positive guy with a great attitude.  I like talking with him.  I hope it translates when we meet...which will be on Sunday unless something changes.

Other than that my week has not been very eventful, which is fine.