Don't get me wrong, I'm still constantly thinking about "the situation." Like I've said before, it's going to take me a long time to come to terms with what Shawn did. I hope one day he can be an adult and talk to me or even write me an e-mail. I hope it hits him like a ton of bricks some day. I also wish I could talk to that girl he is seeing and tell her what she's getting into because I'm going to guess she has no idea what he did to me. If she did she'd probably stay far away. I hope she breaks up with him and he feels miserable and thinks about what a terrible person he has become.
So last night was fun. I met up with Spencer on campus and we walked back to my house. We didn't cross any lines, as much as I think we both want to. We just sat here on the couch and watched three episodes of Supernatural and talked and laughed and he ended up lying on the floor trying to play with Odin. It was cute. Then I drove him home and he texted me immediately.
He told me I make him nervous and he gets tongue tied and feels butterflies in his stomach when he's around me. He sends me texts during the day just to see how my day is going. He didn't work today, but he stopped in to see me and bring me candy (he lost a bet to me last week). We didn't see each other tonight because his new roommate asked him to hang out, but he's still been texting me on and off all night.
He makes me feel special. He gives me attention and he listens to me. He makes me smile.
If it wasn't for the work situation I think things may have progressed a little more by now, but that's a big road block.
He's coming over again tomorrow night. I'm looking forward to it.
Also, it's June 3rd. Still no check from Shawn's mom. Frustrating.
Does your lease have a date that a late fee is charged by? If so, I'd be sending off a letter that says rent was due on X date, and since it hasn't been received it is due with X amount of a late fee. Freaking ridiculous that she can't manage to send a check in a timely fashion.
ReplyDeleteI think the lease says it needs to be received by the 6th and there will be a fee if not received by then. But I always mail it out so it gets there by the 1st anyway, I just make sure I have enough money in my account to cover it if my landlord decides to cash it right away.
ReplyDeleteBut yeah, it is super annoying. I'm pretty much a total afterthought to her. She even signed the little note she wrote with her first initial and last name like she it was some kind of business transaction.