Weird day.

So I had Spencer all wrong.  He's not the guy I thought he was and it's a good thing we're done with whatever it was we were doing.  I definitely didn't know him as well as I thought I did.  Sound familiar?

Today at work I learned a lot about him.  I learned that he will talk about his new relationship right in front of me and I learned that he has been seeing other girls these past few weeks and I learned that he lied to me many times.

He seriously stood about 5 feet away from me, knew full well that I could hear him, and had an incredibly long conversation with another employee about the new girl he has been seeing.  It was extremely hurtful.  I have no idea why he did that.  He even said that this girl told him she was worried that he would cheat on her and he told her, "I wouldn't!  I just stopped talking to like 3 girls because of you!"

I don't anticipate his relationship with this girl is going to last very long.  I would not be surprised if I get a text from him in the coming weeks.  He's not going to get a reply.  He knows full well what I've been going through.  Why he would act like this today is beyond me.

Oh and then he also told me I looked nice today.  He can shut up now.

Then my mom told me Shawn's mom called her today.  They want to come up on Sunday and get his things.  I won't be here.  I still need to figure things out.  I don't really want them coming in the house without anyone being here.

She also said Shawn has been having a hard time over there and has been in and out of the hospital.  She then said she didn't know that Shawn was seeing anyone, she thought he just had a friend he was hanging out with a lot.

I wish she knew how much her son hurt me.  I wish she cared.

So whatever.