Dreams

Last night's dream kinda messed me up.  Shawn came home.  I was just sitting here and he walked in the door and told me he was home for good.  It felt so real.  I was confused and didn't know what to think.  I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and said, "this is really happening, it's not a dream, he's really back."  We talked about everything and he was sorry, but he was home and we could be together again.

Then I woke up.  In the dream I was so sure it was really happening.  I ended up waking up at 7:30, so I didn't get to sleep in because I couldn't stop thinking about things.

I miss this.

I took that on New Years Eve.  It's how I remember us, just being happy to stay in together.  Just being with each other.  We weren't the most exciting couple, but that's okay.  I'd do anything to have him here on the couch with me again.

I'll probably update later tonight when I get home.  Sarah and I are going to take Odin for a walk first then head out to the purse party, so at least I won't be alone with my thoughts for too long today.