Friday

Today was pretty good.  I'm not letting myself think too much about things, so I'm doing alright.  I thought tonight I was going to have a hard time since I stayed in Albany and didn't go home, but I'm doing okay.  I have to work on Sunday so it didn't make much sense.

I worked until 3 then took Odin for a walk back to the bookstore.  After that I went to Petsmart to get Odin some food and did some grocery shopping.

"Colors" by The Rocket Summer came on my iPod when I was driving home.  I almost changed it because I didn't want to hear such a happy relationship song, but I listened and let some tears roll.  But that's all the crying I did today.  I hope some day in the not too distant future I can start to not relate every song to the misery I'm feeling.  Even the songs that play every single day on the radio at work make me sad, especially that new slow Bruno Mars song.  I also find myself hating on that new Pink song with Nate from fun.  because Pink's part is all confused and sad, but Nate's part is all, "hey stop it, I love you, this is all in your head."  Why couldn't it be that way with Shawn?

Looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow.  Sarah and my other friends/co-workers talked me into going to a "purse party" tomorrow night.  So that should be interesting.

I'm trying so hard to be too distracted to be sad.

Today's picture is from when I took Odin to the bookstore.  Sue was trying to take a picture of Odin sitting there all nicely and caught this one of us looking at each other.  I love it.