Short Tuesday update

Shawn's rent check came today, so that's one less thing to worry about.  As much as it's going to suck to have to pay rent by myself come August it's going to be a relief to not have to worry about his mom sending me checks every month and wondering if it's going to stop.  Only two more.  I assume since she sent this one I can expect the next two.

I kinda hate Tuesdays.  I decided that today.  There is nothing to look forward to on a Tuesday.  Sarah and Kristina are usually busy and I have no shows to watch on TV.  Today wasn't so great because I had to train a bunch of new employees for the end of the semester.  I hate talking in front of a big group of people.

Odin and I took a walk around campus on our own tonight.  I think both Kristina and Sarah will be around tomorrow night though, so we'll probably all walk together.

So I've been single for a month.  There have been times where I think I'll be okay and I feel positive, but most of the time I'm still in utter disbelieve over everything and where my life is right now.  Sometimes it just hits me so hard that he's gone and not coming back and won't even talk to me.

I'm feeling really frustrated tonight.  I hope I'm in a better mood tomorrow.

The picture for today is from our walk on campus.  I love this little stretch on the path with the trees on each side.