Saturday night thoughts

I got Odin a new dog tag today.  It's a small step.  His old one, the one we got him on the day we adopted him had Shawn's phone number on it as well as mine.  His number would be pretty useless right now anyway, even if he was coming back.

I've had a couple Shawn dreams in the past few nights.  The one I had last night we were together and things were normal.  I don't remember much about it, but I woke up missing him.

The Office made me cry on Thursday.  It's tough to watch what they're doing to Jim and Pam, especially since I'm going through kinda the same stuff.  But at the end of the episode when they hugged and kissed and held each other so tightly I lost it.  I know it's just TV, but I want that moment with Shawn.  Where he realizes how important I am to him and what he has left behind.

Mom came up on Thursday and left this afternoon.  The last few days have been pretty good.

Next weekend I'm going to be a nerd and go to a Supernatural convention in New Jersey with my friend Steph (a different Steph than I who I mentioned before).  I love that show and it's only about two hours away, so it should be fun.  I bought tickets for this back in January.  During the week of lies Shawn and I talked about it and he asked me when it was again.  I told him May 5th and he said, "maybe I'll be back by then."

Right now I'm just waiting for Jess and Stash to call me so I can go pick them up at the airport.  I'm not sure if they're staying here tonight or not.

Today's picture is Odin outside with his new tag.